Will I ever be the same again
Sleepless nights and listless days
Like a broken record my memory it plays
Creaking shadows and hyper senses
Frustration with communication
Always repeating sentences
Engorged on misery and drunk on sorrow
I don't give a damn if I ever see tomorrow
When I crash out I see my mini-me
Holding hands with my little angel
But I waken to tears on my face
And my voice feels strangled
Weight upon my chest
Pain within my veins
A beast in the basement
Straining at the chains
Conversations with myself
I sing cadences for comfort
Can't trust myself out among a crowd
Hard to relax myself, because noises seem too loud
At times I try to calculate the sum of my worth
At times I ask Creator why I ever survived birth
Use to feel alive
Now all I feel is numb
Was once somebody
Now I'm just a bum
Will I ever be the same again
So alive and full of smiles
Can I ever feel the same again
Before I traveled so many miles
