Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Today I Lost My Only Son...by Andrew Soldier.13June2013.

Today I lost my only son
 
I wish to had been mortally shot with a gun
 
my life force flowing out of me
 
for to grieve the loss of my only son is far worse than anything I've ever begun
 
to have walked through hell
 
to have stared death in the face and won
 
just to return and lose my only son
 
dear Lord how can I go on
 
now that my reason for living is gone
 
He was my joy, my hope, my dreams
 
the inspiration that gave me wings
 
I can not bear the weight of this cross
 
convulsing from too great a loss
 
my soul is now rent upon the fabric of time

I feel like the victim of a terrible crime.